These were
written by a young man I was dating, actually my first "true love" Kurt
Lanning.
So, Kurt
wherever you are, here's to you! Thanks for the good times and the growing
experience.
Just
as You are
Do not
apologize, my love...I want you as you are. No one is faultless on this earth, or
perfect as a star. You have your faults, and I have mine, as human beings do.
And your confession does not change my happy thoughts of you. We all have made
mistakes in life and we may make mistakes after these however hard we try to guard
the seal on virtues door. Whatever you and I have done let us forget the past and
let us join our hearts and souls in union that will last. Forgive me for my smallest
sin as I forgive you now and let us both begin anew with our eternal vow.
Will
you wait?
How many
days and nights are you prepared to wait for me? How many hours will your heart be
warm with sympathy? And if the seasons turn to years and moments never end will you
remember me, my sweet, as more than just a friend? Will you be faithful when the
wind is whirling in the dust and when you cannot help but feel the urge to wanderlust.
I know I do not have the right to ask so much of you and yet I love you so much my
sweet, what else am I to do? Because when some tomorrow comes the world will be an
empty place unless I know YOU care.
My
dream come true
This is the
fulness of my life. My sweetest dream come true. As I have asked in every
prayer the joy of loving you. The joy of being at your side whatever night or day.
Of kissing you and listening to the precious words you say. The happiness of
every smile that you bestow on me and every picture painted in my book of memory.
What more could I desire dear? What riches to be had? I have the treasure of
your heart to be forever glad. While now I strive with all my soul to make you happy
too as you have given me your love, so I belong to you!
Thank you
Kurt Lanning for all the songs and poetry that you wrote in this wonderful time frame I
hold so cherished in my memory. My prayer for you is that no matter where you are in
life that you are happy and your life is full.
Young love,
isn't it just the most wonderful experience we have?
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